Render

by Indulgist

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.

      name your price

     

1.
03:51
2.
3.
04:16
4.
01:11
5.
03:19
6.
04:08
7.
05:49
8.
03:38
9.
03:32
10.
03:43

credits

released September 21, 2013

tags

license

all rights reserved

about

Indulgist Nashville, Tennessee

contact / help

Contact Indulgist

Streaming and
Download help

Track Name: Always Right
envious of what i am doing to myself inside
i will laugh and point in your face and...
i can tell you are not a one of a kind
and i know that you wont make it out alive
you will realize the truth then smack in your face and
i am right i am always right im always right
i am always right, im always right im always right
i am always right, im always right i am always
it really feels good to say that
everyone knows that im not the greatest person inside
i dont care at all about you
filth inside coming out like puke from my stomach
i know you love the things you love but i dont care
i am always right, im always right im always right
i am always right, im always right im always right
it really feels good to say that
i am right and you just cant stand it
things arent free it just doesnt get handed
i am right and you just cant stand it
things arent free it just doesnt get handed to you
im always right.
Track Name: Forever Waiting
shiver from the freezing night wind
we stand close together
you are so magical its unbelievable
but im too drunk to take you in tonight
you smile and i sink
things arent going too well for me
yet, while i crawl on the floor
i dont think im going to make it
WAIT FOR ME, IM INTO YOU
WAIT FOR ME, IM INTO YOU
just wait cause ill be right there
dont leave, i need you right here with me
and we stare at the stars
things arent going well for me
and as you walk to your car
i wish i wouldve said something
WAIT FOR ME, IM INTO YOU
WAIT FOR ME, IM INTO YOU
as you walk away from me
as you walk away from me now
this is my one regret
that i cant take back
and ill do anything to go back (4x)
and do it all over again
Track Name: Disconnected
if anyone ever knew
what was going on in my mind
they would run away and hide
i pretend that i am over achieving
the truth really is deceiving
can you tell? im really off
and im comfortable in my skin
im a man ill deal with it
here we go
I AM DISCONNECTED
I WILL NEVER WIN
I AM DISCONNECTED
I WILL NEVER WIN
if i gave up on this world
i'd feel i would miss out on something
greater than this repetitive
ridiculous bullshit i feel
I AM DISCONNECTED
I WILL NEVER WIN
I AM DISCONNECTED
I WILL NEVER WIN
this is a battle within myself
that i cant win so i give up
not yet i will reach inside
and move on with my life
with no thoughts on the past.
and i will not give in
to these feelings of being left out
Track Name: Out of Words
do you ever feel
like you are out of words
to say to everyone?
do you ever feel
like you are in reverse
and everyone is still in motion?
its ok and its alright
i have nothing left to prove
i have nothing left to say too
im out of words
do you ever feel
like all the colors blend
into a world of grayness
do you ever feel
like everything is less than you
its ok and its alright
i have nothing left to prove
i have nothing left to say too
if you dont have anything nice to say
then dont say anything at all
if you dont have anything nice to say
thats what i was always taught
Track Name: Associate
I daydream about our connection
two paths crossing in our heads
with the mystery of infatuation
lets take this to the edge
your body lingers in my mind
and when i wake up im lost in time
WHY DOES IT SEEM LIKE EVERYTHING IS WRONG?
I THINK ITS BECAUSE IM NOT WERE I BELONG
quickly flashing through the thoughts
of a place where we swim alone
in an ocean of our own lust
lets take this to the edge of our own comfort
WHY DOES IT SEEM LIKE EVERYTHING IS WRONG?
I THINK ITS BECAUSE IM NOT WERE I BELONG
cause i belong with you
i daydream about our connection
two thoughts floating in our heads
with the mystery of infatuation
lets take this to the edge
WHY DOES IT SEEM LIKE EVERYTHING IS WRONG?
I THINK ITS BECAUSE IM NOT WERE I BELONG
cause i belong with you
i belong with you
Track Name: Walden
can i just say one thing about your choice of living?
i dont believe in your ways of pointless stressing
everything is worthless and meaning is no longer relevant
money is useless paper and it will burn your mind
give up on pointless things like your television screen
this is me giving up on trying to impress you
im just amusing myself and im doing an awesome job
understand this right now:
dont want anything from you
dont need anything from you
dont see anything in you
this is the last time ill say it to you
the space between our beliefs is so humungous
and this place is were my irritation grows from
give up on pointless things like your television screen
this is me giving up on trying to impress you
im just amusing myself and im doing an awesome job
understand this right now:
dont want anything from you
dont need anything from you
dont see anything in you
this is the last time ill say it to you
Track Name: Good Enough
rate your life from 1 to 10
you say its a 2, and i dont know were to begin
to explain everything
that makes that statement ignorant to me
i hope things get better now
that i can sit down and show you how
to throw your care to the wind
and let yourself go and be
please tell me when its over
cause i cant stand to watch you fall
the landing is always so rough
and is it ever gonna be good enough
let your mind float away
to a world were everything
is your way
a life better than our own
we create to be our home
please tell me when its over
cause i cant stand to watch you fall
the landing is always just so rough
is it ever gonna to be good enough
let your mind float away
to a world were everything
is your way
a life better than our own
we create to be our home
Track Name: Box
clear my mind of bad times
and remember all the ones
that changed me forever
left me dumbfounded
and happy as i ever could be
i hold on to those memories
for as long as i can
i place these pictures in a box
so I remember being young
i place these letters in a box
to remember the best days of my life
the days were you had no care in the world
always up to no good, always having fun
always hungover from the night before
up at 6 am watching the sunrise with everyone
i place these pictures in a box
so ill remember being young
i place these letters in a box
to remember the best days of my life
Track Name: Easy Does It
ill try anything
just to feel the sting
being high is all too good
feeling weightless like i should
pupils black as night
but i feel more than alright
being high is all too good
feeling weightless like i should
they say easy does it
i say never
my body my soul and my mind
have never felt better
they stare at my face
while im in another place
they say "easy does it"
i say "never"
my body my soul and my mind
have never felt better
they say "easy does it"
i say "never"
my body my soul my mind
is mine to whither away